I just want to be home, always.

So lately I have simultaneously become anti social and the worst blogger. Sorry bout that–well the blogger part. The anti-social part has been actually super productive. Well sometimes. I’m trying to keep a float of so many responsibilities that i seem to pile on myself and it has been overwhelming the past few weeks. but i’m starting to feel a smidgen better. Hence why I gave myself time to blog. On monday I was on campus for 13 hours and if I were to estimate I would say that I was productive for 95% of the time, and I felt like I had so much to go! But hay it’s cool. I feel like in order to be successful I have to invest time, and honestly when else am I going to have time? 
Like I mentioned, because of my whole diving-into-school kick I’ve been on, I’ve hardly had time to socialize let alone date. honestly I think this kick has come at a good point. I had a really cool paradigm shift last week where my perspective on being single, and past relationships shifted to contentment–a place where i’ve been trying to reach for some time now. I’m always surprised by how often people round here talk about dating. I think i’m going to try a day where i don’t talk about anything related to dating once. I think that would be a fun social experience. Mostly I’m just tired of people asking why i’m single. It’s just a thing. let it be a thing guys.
I’m literally typing everything that comes to my brain as stare at the screen. I hope that makes for some quality blogging… oh i just remembered i have some outfit posts i should get ready to post. okay cool. Merp.

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15 comments

  1. I feel exactly the same with the single talk. Over the questions. Like, maybe I like not having to shave my legs for a boy. Maybe I like staying home all day and not getting out of bed until 3. Boyfriends make laziness hard. And I'm focusing on school and lazy right now. Two very different things, but both so needed. Boy? Not so much right now. You rule.

    Em
    Tightrope to the Sun

  2. I feel exactly the same with the single talk. Over the questions. Like, maybe I like not having to shave my legs for a boy. Maybe I like staying home all day and not getting out of bed until 3. Boyfriends make laziness hard. And I'm focusing on school and lazy right now. Two very different things, but both so needed. Boy? Not so much right now. You rule.

    Em
    Tightrope to the Sun

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